Monday, April 1, 2013

What was I thinking.......


Well today is the beginning of a new Month and as a big April fool's to myself I started the C25K program today!!!! What the hell was I thinking.  O that's right I wasn't.  Who in their right mind chooses the goal of running a marathon?  I must be joking myself. 

 

I should give you all a little background on why I chose this goal! At the end of 2011 my husband was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease in which can cause his spine to fuse and leave his mobility limited by the time he is age 40-45.  So he was given treatment options which many of were expensive or we could go the free route and choose a clinical study.  That is exactly what we did, but part of the stipulations were no more children once the study started and we for sure wanted more kids! So immediately we started trying for child number 2! After a couple months of trying and failing, I was doing some reading in a magazine (I can't remember which one now), but it talked about research stating that people who set a goal are the happiest.  So after I read that I looked at my husband and told him I was going to run a marathon and that goal should keep me happy for at least 5-7 years.  So I went out and bought a pair of running shoes and started walking/running and after a month we were pregnant! So of course that slowed down my progress but now that that baby will be 4 months old on the 10th of April and my husband is on his clinical study for the next 2 years at least I thought I had better get back to my goal.  So here we are talking about goals and being happy but really how do we reach our goals in life, what exactly is a goal, and can people really achieve that self actualization through their goals? 

 

Well what exactly is a goal?  A goal is the desired result a person or a system envisions.  The person or system plans and commits to achieve a personal or organizational desired end point.  Many people chose to reach goals by setting deadlines.  In my case there is no endpoint for reaching the 26 mile marathon.  However, I think to be successful with in achieving my all time personal goal I need to set personal goals.  So as part of my motivation to keep me going I am going to commit to some 5Ks throughout the summer months.  As time goes on I will share you with information I find on achieving goals and being happy as well as if I feel this information is correct throughout my own personal feelings.  I hope that each person following this will be able to gain perspective and possibly be inspired to go for their own goals! I know as a society we all need a little more happiness! So I might feel as if I played an April fool's joke on myself right now, but at the end of the day I felt better because I ran for 10 minutes out of 30 minutes! That to me is a great start and even though my neighbors were probably wondering why I was giving myself a pep talk as I walked or ran by their house I achieved something today that I have not been able to do ever! So tonight I will say a prayer that God continues to guide me on this journey and Tomorrow I will do some strength training and hope for the best when I go back out and run on Wednesday!

 

Good night for now and God Bless,

 
Amanda

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